[LGBTQ+ Help] Need a term to describe my sexual orientation

When you say imagine being in 'a male body', as in you just think about what such a thing would be like or do you idealise it?

Not sure if this is the correct forum to post this. Will remove if this is the wrong place.

Below are how I describe myself:
- Biologically female
- Not sure about own gender identity
- I like to be perceived as strong, tough, conforming to male stereotypes
- I often imaging being in a male body
- I don't hate being in a female body, and I feel fine that my legal ID cards say I'm a female.
- Just thinking about traditional sex disgusts me, but it can be caused by coming from a conservative background.
- In my sexual fantasies, I'm always male. I may **** a male, **** a female, or be ****ed by a male, but never ****ed by a female.

Any help is appreciated.

I'm not sure about the difference. Can you give an example? I'm like just fantasying being a male and doing stuff including daily life, fighting, and sexual intercourse.

Well one is mere curiosity. Plenty of people have wondered what it would be like being someone else. The other is more you have a real wish to be that and think being, in this case, a man would be seriously preferable.
Aha i'm not sure there's anything particularly male about fighting but hey, why dont you take up a martial art? Less chance of getting scolded for it