Wow, I can relate to everything you've said in your post! It feels nice to know there are other people out there - I've never met another emetophobe in real life.
I can remember very vividly all the times I have been sick, and all the times anyone in my close family or near to me phsyically (eg in school has been sick. The foods they ate are sometimes affected in my eyes, but sometimes not... don't really know why.
As I mentioned in an earlier post, I have also made some great progress with my therapist - that's great to hear you have, too
And it doesn't sound like you're a control freak, but have a perfectly common (not unimportant) fear of control.
I haven't had any bad panic attacks in a few months now, which is good for me, although I am still often not getting to sleep until very late (2,3 o clock). I am sort of afraid of going to sleep, as another part of the fear of control. I am scared of having dreams because I don't like the way I can't tell whether it's real or not (the ultimate not being in control I guess).
I also feel similar to you about driving - although I am usually OK with someone I know driving me (eg a parent/family), I often get really anxious on buses with 'unknown' drivers.
I also know what you mean about emotionally drained. For me, it almost feels like 'emtionally washed', you know, all flushed out so you've got room for the new stuff this week. That sounds wierd, I know
Glad to hear you've had some improvements