I dunno, I feel like it's killing me already. I hate not being able to enjoy being around the person I love most in the world.
But you are safe at least, which should be the priority. Can you confide in her any more to help yourself enjoy yourself more, while not revelling the whole truth.
I just want company tonight. Even phoned all my ****buddies just so I could see someone. Haven't spoken to anyone in days, apart from my mum on Skype. Who could tell something was wrong, but as soon as she asked I logged off. So lonely
I'll Skype you PM it to me when you can, if you want to that is. Otherwise you can always just PM me that's fine
So I call the crisis team, they call me back from a private number and hang up after like 5 ****ing seconds just as i am about to click accept, ****ers. **** the lot.
So I call the crisis team, they call me back from a private number and hang up after like 5 ****ing seconds just as i am about to click accept, ****ers. **** the lot.
If crisis team won't answer, call 999 to help you. Crisis team can come A&E.
But you are safe at least, which should be the priority. Can you confide in her any more to help yourself enjoy yourself more, while not revelling the whole truth.
Going to deal with replies later. So sorry anyone who quoted me and I haven't replied.
[sarcasm]So, appointment with Dr Adams went well[/sarcasm].
Spoiler
I almost broke down in tears in front of him, but managed not to. I really don't want to see him again now, but there are no other psych's I can see!
Which area are you in? There is never one psychiatrist to whom you can be referred so far as I know. Psychiatrists always work in a mental health team and your GP will have referred you to that team which will include more than one psychiatrist. Did Dr Adams make another appointment with you or are you now signed off? If you are prescribed medication off licence (ie above the recommended dosage) you would have to still be his patient as he has to monitor you and only psychiatrists tend to do this off licence prescribing. GP's absolutely won't take the professional risk and will only fill the prescriptions if backed by a psych.
I only ask because the thing to do if you are still his patient is to think about requesting a transfer to another psychiatrist in the team. You have the right to do this. You can write in to the unit. Don't say its because you want a second opinion however because really you want a whole new doctor. You don't have to give any reason really and best not to imply you thought the last chap was an idiot (even if he was) as it can make the next doctor a bit wary. You are within your rights to request to transfer. (However there may be a delay if the other psych's lists are full.)