Hello,
My sister has suffered from severe*depression and social anxiety for 6 years now. She has barely left home in those 6 years. The odd occasions she went out was for doctor appointments, which my parents had to sort-of force her to go to (for her diabetes). After she turned 19 the appointments were of her own-will to attend, and since then she has not attended to*any doctors. She was put on an antidepressant about 4 years ago, however the few times she took it, her symptoms worsened and she felt more anxious. Where after, she refused to take them because of how they made her feel. After that, about 2 years ago we took her to a psychiatrist, she had high hopes, despite her social anxiety she was able to get herself in that office a few times. However, once inside, she was unable to talk at ALL. she wanted to talk but just couldn’t. I would guess this is due to her social anxiety. Eventually she stopped going after 2-3 unsuccessful visits (the psychiatrist wanted her to TALK, but it was always my dad or I speaking on her behalf). I noticed the few instances she did go out, it was the same in any situation,*She was just unable to talk. In the past year I feel like things have worsened for her. She is now 21. My parents and I simply don’t know what to do. They have consulted with their family doctor on the side. We want her to get better, but the few times she’s has asked for*help, she was left disappointed due to her inability to speak in public. And online counselling, for her it’s the same as being face to*Face with another person. She goes into this very sad/angry phase when she really starts remembering all the things in the past and why she has become the way she is. She is calm and composed the entire day and the next minute she begins to radically screams and cry and grabs her head. I fear getting her into a forced hospitaliation, what if that made things worse, because she absolutely hates the idea of being seen in her bare state*by others.*She wants to get better, she says she is ‘not a good person’. She hates the way she is. But she sees no solutions in site.