You certainly shouldn't think like that! At the end of the day, you should know that there will always be people who will want to listen to you, and want to help you. If you feel comfortable speaking with a professional, I definitely would! I can guarantee anything that you tell them will not be surprising, or even new, as they WILL have had a lot of experience, and trust me, they DO have the ability to help!
Good luck, hope this helps in any way at all xxx