So in other words, when you where a kid, you decided to show off to your friends. You also had some self esteem issues.
I hate to break this to you but.... ALL KIDS SHOW OFF AT SOME POINT AND MOST KIDS HAVE SOME FORM OF SELF ESTEEM ISSUE.
I still have low self esteem the thing I didnt want to show off I wanted sympathy I know this is ridiculous. I'm a girl I wanted to be friends with those girls again we were like best friends and I kept lying that I was rich and one day they found out it was all lies and I wasnt friends with them anymore I thought I'd never be I thought I'd never have any friends ever again where I'd feel happy and wanted to I branga knife I didnr want to show it to anyone but there has been cases where there was theft in our class and my friends were involved because it was their items that were stolen so our class had a check up and when the teacher came to my bag I threw the knife like a fool because I pretended like i didnt bring it in and that it was someone else
1. girls can be in gangs 2. I didn't presume you were in one, that's why I was asking how the knife would get you to be friends with them again.
Oh I'm so sorry I thought you meant it in that way that I was trying to get into a gang. My answer is I actually dont even remember I thought i just would be friends with them again but at the end they never were meant to be
I still have low self esteem the thing I didnt want to show off I wanted sympathy I know this is ridiculous. I'm a girl I wanted to be friends with those girls again we were like best friends and I kept lying that I was rich and one day they found out it was all lies and I wasnt friends with them anymore I thought I'd never be I thought I'd never have any friends ever again where I'd feel happy and wanted to I branga knife I didnr want to show it to anyone but there has been cases where there was theft in our class and my friends were involved because it was their items that were stolen so our class had a check up and when the teacher came to my bag I threw the knife like a fool because I pretended like i didnt bring it in and that it was someone else
i had a major falling out with a friend at school once and then one day i see him and he waves a knife at me. i offer him out, and he points to the knife again, i offer him out again.
he starts walking towards me with the knife but his two female friends hold him back.
probably not one of my wisest moments but i live to tell the tale
Oh I'm so sorry I thought you meant it in that way that I was trying to get into a gang. My answer is I actually dont even remember I thought i just would be friends with them again but at the end they never were meant to be
At the end of the day, if that's the worst thing you've ever done, I think you're doing alright. Ok, you said you were rich and you weren't, that's not that big of a deal and whilst bringing in a knife is a big deal in a way, that would only be in a violence-related context which is not. I think of much worse I'd done by the time i finished primary school