ite i'm not rlly good at portraying my thoughts through writing but ima try lol 😅, first of all, you're beautiful, never forget that. The Lord creates everyone in his image and you are perfect the way you are. You say you wish you're pretty? I garuntee you there are boys out there who would find you gorgeous, you just have'nt met them yet. Also what is gaslight idk what that means 😅 as you can tell am not very smart, anyways don't every doubt yourself, idk where you live, but here in south east London black girls are adored, and white girls are a lot less appreciated, so much so that white girls are labelled