I'm now applying for new jobs.
I reached a point in Office today where I just couldn't be there. Driving Home I felt like I should have left a note on my desk but that would have sparked worries across Work. Thankfully I didnt leave a note as it would have been disturbing to people in Work so I spared that.
But I'm just at an all time low with Work. I feel I'm in the wrong company. The biggest breakdowns come from working here. In the last company I worked in 4 years ago, I was already longing for an escape to another company and thankfully I did as they didnt care about their workers.
Where I am does care but I dont feel comfortable and I dont feel I've got the right role and responsibilities. I need a completely new job and new environment and where I am now, I feel its only going to put me at breaking point.