I’ve always struggled making friends due to crippling anxiety and low self esteem, but i thought I would make at least or a group of friends in college and find my people. I never expected to be as lonely as ever. At lunch I just go for a walk outside of college because I can’t bare for people to see me lonely.
I have some acquaintances that I talk to in class but absolutely no body to talk to at lunch or outside of college. My mental health has never been worse and i’m truly afraid for myself.
Someone in one of my classes even noticed my loneliness and made fun of me for never appearing with friends which has made everything worse.
I really don’t know what to do. I’ve tried every single advice but I just can’t make friends and no one is genuinely willing to be my friends.