tbh I feel like I had a lot of motivation when I still had obligatory school, but my study leave started last week. since then I feel like there's no sense of urgency, even though I know it'll come to kick me in the backside when the exams inch closer. I'm trying to chance the places where I study so I don't get too burnt out or bored, but at this point I think I'm just gonna have to pray on that rush of adrenaline.