i have genuinely messed up my a levels and i know some people are going to say you won't know until you get your results but i can feel it deep down, i have 5 exams left to do and i feel so demotivated because it's honestly too late to turn my grades around, especially as these are the harder
i've tried to put effort in and but i left a lot for last minute, despite that i was doing well at home like with content anf past papers, i was okay with my grades (getting Bs) and how i turned it around from C/Ds, but i don't know the pressure of being the actual exam or not made me do so bad
long story short, i screwed up the levels i have done so far despite all the work ive put in and my results aren't going to reflect that, hoesntly i'll be lucky with even getting a C afer todays exam which has totally crushed me, i have two more exams this week and i don't know how im possibly going to finish revison anymore
i really wanted to do well, get good grades and go to the university i really wanted, but now i have ruined my chances and i dont even think i could afford resits, my family are quite poor i wanted to do well to help them out,
i would've liked to finish my degree as soon as possible and get a decent job, but now i can't help feel like i have totally failed since grades are quite important at the end in determining what i can do of the day regardless
im sorry for the long depressing rant, i feel so hopeless and can't bring myself to revise or even try anymore, i've just been crying in my room and needed to vent, the future isn't looking too good so im stressed and overwhelmed at the moment, i just wanted to help my family out some way but i can't even do that
i tried not to let a levels get to me but i can't deal with it at all right now, what are my options if i fail my exams i can't even bring myself to think about opening my results, i hate this feeling so much