gcse results

I got my results and in all of my mocks i got 7s and above in everything consistently so i continued working hard to do better than that in my actual gcses and i honestly thought i did really well on everything only to be incredibly disappointed in myself. I'm proud that i managed to get an 8 in history and a distinction star in music tech but i got 5s in almost everything else with a few 6s. I am happy i passed but i'm incredibly disappointed that i managed to drop by so much. I now have to change 2 of my a-level options andi really don't know what to do.
I am also finding it hard to be genuinely happy for all my friends because they've all done so well with 7s, 8s and 9s because after i congratulate them i'm left feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed that i didn't keep up.
I know that its over and i need to move on because i can't change it but with all of my family asking how it went i can't help but feel upset all the time..

I got my results and in all of my mocks i got 7s and above in everything consistently so i continued working hard to do better than that in my actual gcses and i honestly thought i did really well on everything only to be incredibly disappointed in myself. I'm proud that i managed to get an 8 in history and a distinction star in music tech but i got 5s in almost everything else with a few 6s. I am happy i passed but i'm incredibly disappointed that i managed to drop by so much. I now have to change 2 of my a-level options andi really don't know what to do.
I am also finding it hard to be genuinely happy for all my friends because they've all done so well with 7s, 8s and 9s because after i congratulate them i'm left feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed that i didn't keep up.
I know that its over and i need to move on because i can't change it but with all of my family asking how it went i can't help but feel upset all the time..