I received my timetable today and I’m going back on the 6th. I have a whole week left of holidays. I’ve been studying in the holidays and I’ve been achieving high grades all year round, but ever since I looked at my timetable, I’ve been getting this sick anxiety feeling about school.
Some of my classes I don’t like. On the first day back, I have a teacher who I don’t like: he favours students (not me) and these girls I sit next to (who get full marks in everything), he treats them like they’re some sort of god. I feel so excluded when he praises them so much, even though I get A*s in that subject. I get so anxious going to that lesson.