I have been achieving As and A*s in maths all year round (I’m in yr13). But whenever I go to that class, I feel anxious. I’m an external student, whereas the majority are internals, yet I always feel belittled by the teacher.
These twins who I sit next to are always praised and compliments by the teacher because they always get full marks (they are internal students).
He always says ‘ask the twins for help’ or says to the twins ‘you don’t need my help I’m sure you’re fine’ and it just makes me feel so stupid. I literally get the same grade as them but the teacher always praises them as if they’re some sort of God.
Idk if it’s because I’m an external and I’m not known that much, and they’re internal so they probably knew the teacher before. But I just don’t like this feeling.
Especially because I want to do maths at uni.
I just feel like i don’t even want to ask my teacher with help for my personal statement.