I am in a supposedly good job, people would think it's a "dream position"... it's a well known company.
I am very grateful for this position, but I don't feel very happy where I am. I feel sad. It's just full of egoistic people.
I try my best to stay on top with whats going on in my role. However I I'm kept in the dark on a lot of things and people are just way ahead of me.
I'm a quiet person too and just find it very challenging fitting.
All these people are loud, self centred people
It hurts when I've been using the old software all along, while these egoistic people have the more advanced version.
Something which I was not aware of
I always stay on top, but I just feel like I'm left out of all the freaking time.
I was never invited into the work group chat, discussing the work and stuff. I always have to ask someone to include me.
Is this a toxic environment