Hi! For context, I finished sixth form in June 2023. I decided last year that I didn't want to apply to uni yet as I'm still not where I want to be mentally, socially etc. when I go.
I've been working at a supermarket since December, and while I like working there, and I was grateful to them for taking me on after an unsuccessful work search, I don't get nearly enough hours. I'm on a 7.5 hour contract, and over the next several weeks, I'm only going to be working 8 hours. Initially, I didn't really mind not making much money or working many hours because I also want to take this time to pursue my own interests and enjoy myself, but the job centre has wanted me to bump up my hours either by finding other employment or additional employment (i'm on Universal Credit). I've been job hunting just to satisfy them, but I guess I also want more money.
Additionally, I'm not completely happy there because I don't feel like I fit in. I've always been pretty socially awkward, and the best way to explain it is that I relate a lot to the social experiences of autistic people (though I've never been tested or diagnosed so I wouldn't like to describe myself as autistic). Anyway, while this has been a good experience for the past few months, and I've mostly settled into the job, I kind of feel like there's not much point in staying there if I can go to do something else.
The job centre asked me to go to a job fair yesterday, and it made me realise maybe it's worth doing an apprenticeship in something. It'd probably be something in the education sector, even though I don't seem like the type who would be good with kids. I applied for some apprenticeships in the past (a couple of early years ones and a secondary school teaching assistant one) but I decided not to attend the interviews for most of them because I thought that I wouldn't be able to handle the stress of studying and stuff again, plus I figured everyone would find it ridiculous if I went for anything like that because I don't think I'm perceived as being 'good with kids'.
That said, I don't know if there's much point in doing an apprenticeship if I know that I want to go to uni in the foreseeable future, and if I know what I want to do at uni. I know I probably want to be a teacher in the future, either secondary school English or primary. I'm not sure if doing a teaching assistant apprenticeship or an early years apprenticeship would be useful or useless if I want to be a teacher.
I'm not that knowledgeable about apprenticeships because I never thought I'd be interested in doing one. So, if anyone has any advice regarding my questions, I'd really appreciate it.