Do you think being academically successful and being artistically creative are mutually exclusive? It seems you don't often see great designers having been academic superstars in their growing up years.
I feel pre-emptively ashamed of my own academic prowess, as if I have to explain for it, or tuck it out of sight because being booksmart is not only irrelevant in the art and design world, it's seen as a hindrance. In other words, being too analytical and logical (i.e. left-brain oriented), key traits required for success in academics, gets in the way of the creative process.
This is my personal observation.
And it needs to be said, I'm sure there are the handful of Oxbridge graduates who have gone on to have 'successful' careeres in the arts field, particularly actors like Hugh Laurie, Kate Beckinsale, Thandie Newton to name a few. But I'm sorry. I don't think they're that stellar at their craft. This is the key here: they are successful actors despite their education. Their abilities as actors has almost nothing to do with their academic abilities. (And please don't bring up Natalie Portman as an exception. She only won that Oscar because of weak competition that year).
I am torn because I already know my life's aim is to be an artist of some type or working in some type of a creative role. But there is a part of me that's just plain bookish and geeky and love to analyze and read about academic topics that interest me.
Sorry, I'm just having another of my days where I feel ambivalent about everything in my life.