sick of these feelings, sick of the unkown, and sick of this stupid stupid illness that could destroy my entire life, let alone the depression and paranoia
sick of these feelings, sick of the unkown, and sick of this stupid stupid illness that could destroy my entire life, let alone the depression and paranoia
I much preferred it when I was delusional and almost manic ..... now everything is painfully real and it's physically hurting me.
I felt this way to a degree when they started me on antipsychotics. It was awful. Thankfully I've cut the antipsychotic dose and put up the antidepressant so i feel pretty good...so there was hope for me.
I still don't have a life though and waste a lot of time so I won't pretend it's all good.
Do you actually hear voices in the sense that people would think a schizophrenic does? I'm not trying to confront you. I'm just a bit shocked that you're getting so little treatment from what you've said on here.
I've never heard voices but I was given an emergency referral right after leaving uni and have had pretty intense input since, with what was thought to be schizophrenia
pretty much can destroy my life, can cause much stuff iv wanted my entire life.
You sure, you aren't overreacting? Although I totally understand, what you mean, at the same time. And with cause much stuff you've wanted your entire life, you mean it is ambivalent?
Managed to survive the parents last night with minimal feeling bad about myself. Got an 8 hour shift at work today then they're taking me for tea tonight
Do you actually hear voices in the sense that people would think a schizophrenic does? I'm not trying to confront you. I'm just a bit shocked that you're getting so little treatment from what you've said on here.
I've never heard voices but I was given an emergency referral right after leaving uni and have had pretty intense input since, with what was thought to be schizophrenia
It's sad that you don't get more support
Sorry if I've mixed you up with someone else...
I can't say exactly, but I think so. I certainly hear distressing voices in my head that aren't there. Tbh I don't talk about them really to doctors any more. I talked to her about the delusions but was shocked at how little she was bothered or talked to me about it. MH services here are absolutely abysmal. They never even contacted me when they booked me an appointment. And my GP pushed to get me seen sooner and by a consultant, but now I'm seeing a trainee. I'm fed up of the lot of it.
You sure, you aren't overreacting? Although I totally understand, what you mean, at the same time. And with cause much stuff you've wanted your entire life, you mean it is ambivalent?