I find that I too often base my happiness upon things in life which are fickle and temporary. I might feel inspired by some interesting new friend. Or I'll think to myself "when I acheive that goal, I'll be happy".But I am never satisfied. But I'm also not unhappy. I just need constant validation and when my source dries up, I end up feeling empty and bland again.
I will find some other source of happiness but it's exhausting constantly trying some new way to feel content.
I just wish there were a way for me to internally secure and content while feeling better with things that happen in life rather than becoming reliant upon on them. Atm, I have two modes. I'm either indifferent to everything or incredibly needy. Neither is good really. Any advice?