When I'm at home, I'm my usual self. Bubbly, enthusiatic, always keen to get out and do everything. I'm calm (in an energetic way) and happy and feel positive about life.
But when I come back to uni it's like something switches. I feel withdrawn, quiet, permanently with a headache and on the brink of tears. I hate my course and it's getting me down to the point where I'm not even enjoying my hobbies. All I want to do is sleep, eat and count down to the holidays. I'm constantly searching for the exit and a reasonable excuse to leave.
I think it seems like I'm depressed, but these feelings seem to dissipate as soon as I leave uni and go home or go elsewhere. I don't want to be a quitter and a failure, and leaving uni doesn't mean I'll get rid of these feelings because they could just come back when I have a job or if I do a different degree.
I don't know what to do.