I'm in my final year of my degree. I'm starting writing my dissertation, due in May. Was supposed to submit a partial draft 3 weeks ago but I still haven't done that, have to face my supervisor soon so that'll be great. I'm pretty much 2 months behind on everything.
I'm on anti-depressants but not therapy or whatever. Drugs haven't helped yet 3 months in so they're a waste of time.
I'm struggling with life in general. I think I could probably scrape a pass in all of my exams if that was all I had to do, but the dissertation I think is beyond me. Not helping that depression => dissertation takes more effort => feels like it's a neverending task that I'll never get anywhere with => depression worse.
I spoke to someone at uni before christmas who said I could either take a leave of absence or drop out altogether (would get BSc rather than integrated masters). I am very much leaning towards dropping out, but most of my family say I should keep going, "only 5 months left". My mum just said she can't make my decision for me.
Is there any hope that I can get past this? Has anyone else managed to get their dissertation done despite depression? Should I just give up before I give in to the suicidal thoughts?