I am going to start studying at University this October and I have moved in recently (earlier than home students since I count as international albeit I went to Sixth Form in the UK).
I have had issues with anxiety since Y10, which it has alternated in intensity according to the amount of stress/pressure I am under in terms of symptoms.
In addition to this, I have also noticed an increased incidence of symptoms related to what I believe is depression since Year 12, such as sense of hopelessness, difficulties in concentrating, evident loss of short term memory, sleep patterns disruption, mood swings etc. Again, I have noticed a change in intensity of such symptoms according to specific times of the year (albeit not seasonally related).
I think I also have a history of OCD episodes (never professionally assessed) in the past but they seem to have disappeared in the past 5-6 years or so.
Having said this, since I have now started to meet new students at University, I believe that such alleged conditions are holding me back socially, as I think they make me harder to interact effectively in social situations which are not academically-related.
I have considered going to a GP but I am unsure due to the following reasons:
1) I doubt the effectiveness of treatment can be given to me, which I think it would require too long to caliber effectively to my needs.
2) Albeit this is a less important concern, I would have to do this "secretly", without telling my parents or any relative, albeit they are already aware of my anxiety issues.
As a result, I am undecided what would be the best course to take (Carry on as usual? Getting professional help?).
Would anybody have any suggestions?
Many thanks in advance.