I don’t know who I am anymore, last year I felt like I knew but I’ve grown to hate that version of myself, I hate who I am, my personality, my insecurities, the way I look, what I do.
I just can’t tell who I am anymore, or who I want to be, I feel inferior to everyone around me, I don’t feel good enough for anyone, especially my partner.
I just want to hide away, I don’t want to see my friends but I know I’ll get sad and I can’t do that to the people who have helped me so much.
I’m not alone, I have friends, close family, a boyfriend, they all make me feel loved yet I can’t shake the feeling of not being enough, like they’re all gonna leave in the end. I’m annoying and insecure, no real hobbies, no passions, no dreams, I’ve done stupid, embarrassing things bc of my insecurity.
Any tips on how to work on finding yourself again?