I’m scared my videos will get leaked
Hi I’m 15 and I’ve done something really stupid which makes me hate myself
A few months ago I met a guy from turkey. He was 17 and during that time I was going through really hard times such as : stress from parents, depression etc
This guy helped me go through it and we talked for a long time
Then he asked me if I wanna m@sturbate with him and have some fun
Even though I wasn’t sure I said yes as he was the only person I could talk to
I started m@sturbating with him on Snapchat video calls
I’d show him stuff but he said that he won’t show his face as he feels quite insecure and makes him feel bad
I get on with it but that’s when I started to doubt him
Then there was time when he was so busy and whenever he would call, we would only do the thing
I told him about how I felt about it and said that I didn’t wanna do it anymore as I was feeling uncomfortable
He said that it’s not true he’s using me and begged me to do it one last time
He begged me many times for it and I said no
Then he said that if I don’t do as he say he will leak everything as he has it saved on his phone
I was so scared but still didn’t do anything about it
I didn’t wanna block him either bc I was so scared
Then he said that if I give him money he could do smth but I don’t have any to give him
Also he lived in a different country so I can’t just randomly use my parent’s card
He started saying that he was loosing his patience as I was finding excuses for many days
Then I blocked him but I’m very scared he will leak anything
He didn’t show me proof that he has it
Neither I didn’t get any notification that he was screen recording it
I am so scared and I hate myself for that
I can’t talk about it to my parents because here strict so I can’t do anything about it
Do you think that he has videos and may leak them?
A few months ago I met a guy from turkey. He was 17 and during that time I was going through really hard times such as : stress from parents, depression etc
This guy helped me go through it and we talked for a long time
Then he asked me if I wanna m@sturbate with him and have some fun
Even though I wasn’t sure I said yes as he was the only person I could talk to
I started m@sturbating with him on Snapchat video calls
I’d show him stuff but he said that he won’t show his face as he feels quite insecure and makes him feel bad
I get on with it but that’s when I started to doubt him
Then there was time when he was so busy and whenever he would call, we would only do the thing
I told him about how I felt about it and said that I didn’t wanna do it anymore as I was feeling uncomfortable
He said that it’s not true he’s using me and begged me to do it one last time
He begged me many times for it and I said no
Then he said that if I don’t do as he say he will leak everything as he has it saved on his phone
I was so scared but still didn’t do anything about it
I didn’t wanna block him either bc I was so scared
Then he said that if I give him money he could do smth but I don’t have any to give him
Also he lived in a different country so I can’t just randomly use my parent’s card
He started saying that he was loosing his patience as I was finding excuses for many days
Then I blocked him but I’m very scared he will leak anything
He didn’t show me proof that he has it
Neither I didn’t get any notification that he was screen recording it
I am so scared and I hate myself for that
I can’t talk about it to my parents because here strict so I can’t do anything about it
Do you think that he has videos and may leak them?
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Is your face in the videos
Do you have these conversations saved anywhere? You are a child and this person has sexually abused you. I also very much doubt he was 17. You need to tell an adult or at the very leas speak to childline for advice. I am very sorry you have gone through this.
Original post by umchileanyways
Is your face in the videos
Yes it is as it was video calls
Tho I’m not sure if he has anything as he didn’t show me the videos he has
Original post by Anonymous
Do you have these conversations saved anywhere? You are a child and this person has sexually abused you. I also very much doubt he was 17. You need to tell an adult or at the very leas speak to childline for advice. I am very sorry you have gone through this.
No they’re not saved and also I can’t tell anyone because I’m scared from my parents
They are already strict so I can’t just tell them that
It would make me go through depression again
Original post by Anonymous
Hi I’m 15 and I’ve done something really stupid which makes me hate myself
A few months ago I met a guy from turkey. He was 17 and during that time I was going through really hard times such as : stress from parents, depression etc
This guy helped me go through it and we talked for a long time
Then he asked me if I wanna m@sturbate with him and have some fun
Even though I wasn’t sure I said yes as he was the only person I could talk to
I started m@sturbating with him on Snapchat video calls
I’d show him stuff but he said that he won’t show his face as he feels quite insecure and makes him feel bad
I get on with it but that’s when I started to doubt him
Then there was time when he was so busy and whenever he would call, we would only do the thing
I told him about how I felt about it and said that I didn’t wanna do it anymore as I was feeling uncomfortable
He said that it’s not true he’s using me and begged me to do it one last time
He begged me many times for it and I said no
Then he said that if I don’t do as he say he will leak everything as he has it saved on his phone
I was so scared but still didn’t do anything about it
I didn’t wanna block him either bc I was so scared
Then he said that if I give him money he could do smth but I don’t have any to give him
Also he lived in a different country so I can’t just randomly use my parent’s card
He started saying that he was loosing his patience as I was finding excuses for many days
Then I blocked him but I’m very scared he will leak anything
He didn’t show me proof that he has it
Neither I didn’t get any notification that he was screen recording it
I am so scared and I hate myself for that
I can’t talk about it to my parents because here strict so I can’t do anything about it
Do you think that he has videos and may leak them?
A few months ago I met a guy from turkey. He was 17 and during that time I was going through really hard times such as : stress from parents, depression etc
This guy helped me go through it and we talked for a long time
Then he asked me if I wanna m@sturbate with him and have some fun
Even though I wasn’t sure I said yes as he was the only person I could talk to
I started m@sturbating with him on Snapchat video calls
I’d show him stuff but he said that he won’t show his face as he feels quite insecure and makes him feel bad
I get on with it but that’s when I started to doubt him
Then there was time when he was so busy and whenever he would call, we would only do the thing
I told him about how I felt about it and said that I didn’t wanna do it anymore as I was feeling uncomfortable
He said that it’s not true he’s using me and begged me to do it one last time
He begged me many times for it and I said no
Then he said that if I don’t do as he say he will leak everything as he has it saved on his phone
I was so scared but still didn’t do anything about it
I didn’t wanna block him either bc I was so scared
Then he said that if I give him money he could do smth but I don’t have any to give him
Also he lived in a different country so I can’t just randomly use my parent’s card
He started saying that he was loosing his patience as I was finding excuses for many days
Then I blocked him but I’m very scared he will leak anything
He didn’t show me proof that he has it
Neither I didn’t get any notification that he was screen recording it
I am so scared and I hate myself for that
I can’t talk about it to my parents because here strict so I can’t do anything about it
Do you think that he has videos and may leak them?
Don’t believe him because remember that screen recording always informs you and if u didnt show ur face thn its fine.
If he does leak them or even mention that he has them saved he has possession of child pornography and you could probs take that to the police if he is trying to say that he is going to 'leak' it. Just don't send nudes or at least anything with your face in
Original post by Suuzy
Don’t believe him because remember that screen recording always informs you and if u didnt show ur face thn its fine.
Yes but I didn’t show face while doing it yet at the beginning he saw it so technically it’s face reveal
Also he might have had an android which sometimes it doesn’t say whenever you screen record
But I think he would show me the video so I could be convinced
Original post by Pancake05
No they’re not saved and also I can’t tell anyone because I’m scared from my parents
They are already strict so I can’t just tell them that
It would make me go through depression again
They are already strict so I can’t just tell them that
It would make me go through depression again
You have been sexually abused. The person is likely doing it to other children deserves to be punished. Your videos may well be somewhere in the darknet being shared amongst paedophiles. You really should tell someone you trust - if not your parents, a teacher or another adult.
Original post by gregdixon2021
If he does leak them or even mention that he has them saved he has possession of child pornography and you could probs take that to the police if he is trying to say that he is going to 'leak' it. Just don't send nudes or at least anything with your face in
The bad thing is that I can’t tell my parents about it
Also I checked about my name online or anything but didn’t find anything
Original post by gregdixon2021
If he does leak them or even mention that he has them saved he has possession of child pornography and you could probs take that to the police if he is trying to say that he is going to 'leak' it. Just don't send nudes or at least anything with your face in
Problem is OP is also guilty of creating and distributing child pornography. They should definitely tell somebody, but there’s no guarantee they’re getting away with it either.
Original post by Pancake05
The bad thing is that I can’t tell my parents about it
Also I checked about my name online or anything but didn’t find anything
Also I checked about my name online or anything but didn’t find anything
what you could do I think is screenshot where he said he has possession of them and send it back to him, telling him if he doesn't delete them then you will report it to local authorities to scare him or something
you don't need to have the content online for it to still be a criminal offence
Original post by Anonymous
You have been sexually abused. The person is likely doing it to other children deserves to be punished. Your videos may well be somewhere in the darknet being shared amongst paedophiles. You really should tell someone you trust - if not your parents, a teacher or another adult.
I mean if it does spread its not like the whole world is gonna knw prob a few ppl and ur parents might not watch porn and if someone that knows u watches it they might have doubts they would keep in mind that many people look alike in this world
Original post by Anonymous
Problem is OP is also guilty of creating and distributing child pornography. They should definitely tell somebody, but there’s no guarantee they’re getting away with it either.
OP is a child!
Original post by Anonymous
OP is a child!
Legally doesn't make a difference, unfortunately.
Not saying it's how it should be, saying that's how it is.
Original post by Anonymous
Legally doesn't make a difference, unfortunately.
Not saying it's how it should be, saying that's how it is.
Not saying it's how it should be, saying that's how it is.
Of curse it does - OP is under the age of consent.
Original post by Anonymous
You have been sexually abused. The person is likely doing it to other children deserves to be punished. Your videos may well be somewhere in the darknet being shared amongst paedophiles. You really should tell someone you trust - if not your parents, a teacher or another adult.
I just don’t believe anyone and I’m not comfortable with telling them
Is there any way I can search for my videos in the dark net?
Original post by Pancake05
I just don’t believe anyone and I’m not comfortable with telling them
Is there any way I can search for my videos in the dark net?
Is there any way I can search for my videos in the dark net?
I would have no idea how to and I wouldn't advise you try it.
Original post by gregdixon2021
what you could do I think is screenshot where he said he has possession of them and send it back to him, telling him if he doesn't delete them then you will report it to local authorities to scare him or something
you don't need to have the content online for it to still be a criminal offence
you don't need to have the content online for it to still be a criminal offence
I already blocked him on Snapchat so I don’t have proof
I should’ve done it at the beginning when he said it but he knew I didn’t have anyone I could talk to
Maybe that’s how he could get that close to me and do these
I don’t have screenshots saved and he is blocked
Original post by Anonymous
I would have no idea how to and I wouldn't advise you try it.
Thank you for ur help
