I was an avid TSR user back in 2008/9/10.
If you look back at some of my very first threads, you will notice that I went through a very difficult time with depression back in 2009, when I was at The University of Sheffield studying maths.
In coming back to TSR, I thought it might be of use to somebody to let you know that you CAN beat depression and that you CAN heal.
Back then I had serious social anxiety and was basically a complete loner.
I was very depressed, and even attempted to end my life in my student accommodation.
I continued to go through depression for a further 10 years after that and tried to end my life on two more occasions, but I am pleased to report that I am out the other side.
I have not had to "learn to live with it" as some people suggested I would have to do. I have overcome depression and have healed.
I mean, sure, it ripped my life apart for 10 years and I'm still rebuilding, but I have emotionally healed, and you can too.
Depression is a liar. It makes you believe things about yourself that are just not true. It makes you believe that you cannot possibly overcome your individual circumstances, when in fact you can.
For me, the NHS was utterly useless and made things worse. Making contact with third sector organisations such as charities that offer high-quality support really helped, as did being put on good medication (100mg sertraline and 7.5mg olanzapine really helped).
I just thought that a positive message may help somebody - you can do this!
Happy to offer advice and support if I am able on an individual basis, though do bear in mind that I am not medically trained.