Aww, are you at uni? Maybe going back to that place with someone will help you feel less low and sad and at the same time you'll feel less homesick as you would have visited it
I've considered going back to a diary too
Or a journal where I can freely just pen my thoughts. Writing is really cathartic. It's horrible thinking back to people you used to be close with but remember you have yet to meet so many more! Also, there's nothing wrong with trying to get back into contact with people you miss
An old friend messaged me the other day and although it wasn't a massive conversation (was just about anime
) I felt happy that they still remembered me
I need to start taking my medication too and haven't yet as I've been scared and chickened out
I think we just gotta convince ourselves that it's for the better, the positives outweigh the negatives
Also, haven't spoken to you in a while so hi Ducky