Hi 👋 I am on a different account! I forgot that I posted this! I managed to get four 5’s and a B from the year before in astronomy. In 2017/18 I had really bad OCD/anxiety and depression and never went out the house, didn’t eat properly etc. 2019 I started to go out more for small things like dog walks and in the garden. 2020 I couldn’t do as much as I would have wanted due to covid. In 2021 I eventually got some support that I felt like the people cared about me and I started going on public transport and seeing new people. Felt like I had a bit more control and was doing things for me and not just to please others. Playing guitar has helped me have something that I am passionate about and helps me calm myself. This year I am starting to improve more. I have done a counselling course, I started to play football just last week and I am trying to experience more new things and go out of my comfort zone. I am starting to think about jobs now or a qualification. I think if I had pushed myself and gone to college I would have ended up so much worse in the long run. I may not have developed financially/ career wise but I think my mental development has been much more valuable to me than any money is worth.I hope you know that you are not worth what those results say. You are more than that and live your life how you want to live it, do things in your own time. I hope they go well and you should be proud no matter what you get. Just getting through high school is a challenge in its self 😊