I’m dreading A Level results day because I think I did horribly in my exams (all apart from maybe two out of the eight I sat) and thinking about how I wanted to go to university and how my student finance is in place and how I probably won’t be able to are all thoughts that are having a negative affect on my mental health.
Especially since I’ve just finished year 13 and have already taken a gap year in the past so I can’t even afford to take another gap year as I’d need funding for that.
I honestly hope I somehow managed to do well, I was doing well in my assessments leading up to my exams but I’d often just crumble in the actual exam and struggle to phrase things correctly which is bad since I take essay-based a level subjects (English language, English literature and sociology).
So, I’m thinking of getting a part time job during the summer but I’ve never actually gotten one before so I lack work experience but everyone has to start somewhere lol.
My mental health is really quite bad at the moment because of this, and thinking about the future and how I have to look into clearing just in case because I’m not sure how it works, is really making me feel unwell.
I just need reassurance ig, idk.
Or maybe some of u guys have felt like your exams didn’t go so well?
Idk I just hope I’m not alone in feeling like this and I hope I haven’t completely destroyed my future because atm, it feels like I have