So I'm in the process of choosing my masters and it mainly comes down to two main choices, one of them is fully online at another uni, while the other is in-person at my current uni. For a fairly shy and awkward person like me the online seems like the much better option. Not having to show my face at all or be around people, plus other benefits like not having to take a bus to uni that only comes once every hour. However, I'm still somewhat drawn to the in-person option for one primary reason: to try and get at least a small taste of university.
I've completely hated my time at university. All 3 years were pretty depressing for me. Not for a single moment in these 3 years I've ever felt like an actual student, I was never involved in anything, haven't made even a single friend, etc. I've never felt like I belonged or felt like a part of my university. But I still have that tiny hope that maybe things could turn around in another 2 years. So could they? I'm not one to start conversations or talk to people, but would people on masters courses be more willing to give me a chance and talk to me, unlike in my undergrad when no one even attempted to start a convo with me even once? Would I have more opportunities to feel more like a part of the uni, or would professors also give me more opportunities to engange with the uni on a different level? Or is it just going to be the exact same thing that's been happening for the past 3 years? I have no idea how to make these kinds of things happen myself so my only hope is that things do just fall in place for me, and I don't want to spend another 2 years hoping things will improve. So what should I do?