I cant stop thinking about my past academic errors, they have also lead to me having to take a gap year, and its preventing me from working as hard as i should be this summer in order to actually catch up on content for y12 so i am prepared for y13....as i keep feeling like its too late and i cant stop thinking about how much easier it would have been for me if i came to this realization a year ago and i need to get a drastic increase in my grades ....any advise would be welcome