Hi... It's been a while since I last asked a question on here, but I need some advice on what has happened to me. I don't normally like to talk about personal life especially on the internet because as we all know it's not the safest place, but this thing happened to me a few weeks ago and it still has me wondering. So basically, I was on facetime with one of my best friends and I had this little Styrofoam piece in my mouth, and as we started to laugh, I accidently inhaled it and it got stuck to my throat. I was panicking like crazy I was so frightened thinking that my life was over right there and then and that I was going to die! So, then I started to cough as hard as I possibly could and then scream my lungs out and run to the living room where my mom was, but somehow no matter how much i tried to get it out it didn't. Then somehow while still screaming halfway through the corridor it got out and I had stopped screaming and couldn't even breathe anymore. My mom came running asking what happened, and I told her. But the weird thing is that a couple days before that I asked Moonbin (May he rest in peace) who had died and of course it was very sudden and I love him very much, but I asked him to protect his loved ones including Astro, Aroha, his sister, friends and other family members. I even asked him to take my life away because I was devastated about what had happened to him, it was too sudden.
So, do you think that it was him?
(Sorry if any mistakes English is not my first language^^)