I was really sad and disturbed so I thought I could leave a msg here and see if I can feel better after someone answers me...
Basically In 2021 because of student relocation, as I moved from Italy instead of Year 11, I was put in Year 10 so that I was able to catch up and study for my GCSE when I was put in Year 10 I was 15, Covid was not completely gone yet as we had to stay home for like 2-3 weeks because someone in our class got Covid. This Year I was in Year 11 (16 years old) and did my GCSE When I got my results I was shocked because I did not expect those grades... I failed Maths, English, and All the Sciences and just passed 3 of my subjects which is not what I thought would happen... Maybe because I did not work hard and was overconfident I was one of the top students in my school when I was in Italy but after moving here to the UK, I don't regret it because I love the country and also because my parents wanted me to study here, but all I did was let down my parents They didn't expect that as well... maybe there were mistakes that I made and never realized...? My dream is to do medicine. I even chose to do A-level: BIOLOGY, CHEMISTRY, AND PSYCHOLOGY. I was so excited to start Sixth Form even if I was 1 YEAR older than most of the students in my class, there were some that were 16 too but of them 15. But I couldn't get admission because I didn't have the required grades. Now that I'm 17 I will be re-sitting my GCSE this year with confidence in myself and will work hard I know that I can do it. But sometimes like now that I'm writing to you guys I feel sad cuz of my age I feel like I am behind everyone because will be starting Sixth Form when 18 and Uni when 20 omg that makes me feel s*** and demotivated for the whole day. Even if my School offered my RE SITS and a level 2 course, I rejected it because thats not what I wanted to do, It wasn't my plan, I didn't deserve it. So chose to RE-SIT my Gcse get really good grades then do my A levels and get into my dream Uni for medicine.
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*******Also I have another question right now I'm 17 years old and I will be resitting my GCSE in the summer of 2024... I already did some volunteering last year when I was in Year 10, Then I went into Year 11 this year and I did nothing because my parents wanted me to focus on my studies because I needed more help and hard work ec.. and I thought that after sitting my GCSE I would have done some work experience at a Hospital so that I would have a greater chance to get into a Good University... But nothing went as planned, and because of my grades, I want to now re-sit my GCSE get good grades, and apply for work experience at the Hospital after re-stting my GCSE Will that be ok? Or should I start
to apply and do work experience this year while re-sitting my GCSE I thought It would have been better if I just focused on my GCSE this time so that when I had to apply for Work Experience my good grades would have helped me to get the place... If I apply after resitting my GCSE and after results day I will 18 by then so should I apply as soon as I do my GCSE exams or should I wait for the results? I thought that when I will apply for medicine work experience that I would have done at a younger age would be taken more into account than work experience done at 18+...?