Hi, so I'm in Year 11, and just finished my mocks. I got my English Grade back today, and in all honesty it was complete sh*t. To other people its like a REALLY good grade but it literally KILLS me inside. I'm in a top set class with a teacher whose really demanding, and always gets 8s and 9s out of her classes. I cant begin to explain how dissapointed I am rn. I have asian parents tooo, so...the bar is completley different from most people.
Lately it feels like no matter what Im doing im being left behind. I dont know hopw to get up from here.
And its not just English, but I'm falling behind in so many other subjects.
And to make things worse- theres sm drama, with two friends against me for god knows what, giving me the most miserable time.
And literally everything is crumbling apart.
School, grades, friends, home, LIFE.
How do I fix this, how do I get back up, please help if you can understand. This was more of a rant ngl, needed to get it off my chest.
Ty in advance <3