I went to uni in September but I couldn't handle it and came home after a few weeks. The whole time I was there I felt really alone, stressed, both under and overwhelmed and as much as I tried I couldn't talk to anyone, not even the people in my accommodation. I came home and I'm now doing volunteering work at a local charity shop in its book department and I'm really liking it. Me and my parents decided I would try again in August but now it's like I've got a countdown timer over my head of those 8 months. I really don't feel ready for uni but I'm scared of what my Mother and Father will say if I tell them because my Father, when I first came back, almost immediately started trying to get me to look for a ful time paying job. I'm autistic and dyslexic and I struggle with anxiety. I know nothing about taxes, bills and other "adult" things and every time I try to understand I just get more confused. I really want to just working at the charity shop because thr people there are SUPER nice and understanding. I have a horrible habit of zoning out super easy so I'm not even sure if I should learn to drive so I can travel. I've got no friends here as they've all either moved or are at uni. My older Brother is in uni and he's loving it so I feel even more pressured to just be normal and go bit he's got friends and lives with them. I really need some advice and I know this may sound childish or lazy bit I really don't know what to do. Thanks in advance.