Depression Society MKIII

hi Rachel! long time no see or chat. How're you coping?

forgot to go shopping. Needed food, looked in the cupboard and found an old tin of pork goulash - great! put the rice on, opened the tin......discovered a ridiculous amount of white growth on the top

Looked in fridge, found 1/3 container 2 week old pasta sauce. Along with a small amount of 2 week old cabbage, 3 week old feta cheese and a couple of semi-soft radishes knocking about at the back. Mix it all together.....just about edible.


I have learnt my lesson, never again will I forget to buy food.

You sure it wasn't just a good healthy layer of pig fat?

That sounds truly vile. Although I'm currently weighing up the pros and cons of eating half a slice of beans on toast left over from yesterday... I have a feeling it'll be nasty.

As far as I remember, pig fat doesn't generally smell rancid

The old beans on toast doesn't sound great, day old toast with butter on eaten cold is nice though. Shame you ruined it with beans

The tragedy of the thing is I have sausages in the fridge, but I'm feeling too ill/antisocial to go and cook them.

Could you put them in the oven? Then you only have to go in 3 times - turn oven on, leave for 10mins, put sausages in then come back when they're cooked. it's so much less effort than grilling them.

On the topic of culinary miss-haps I only went and mixed brown sugar with my brown rice...wonder how that will taste tomorrow...

How are you all today? Got a splitting headache and am really tired but I need to do some work and clean my room, its a mess lol.

My problem has once again been solved by eating fruitcake. Food I have eaten today: breakfast - cake, lunch - cake, dinner - cake. Might round it off in a couple of hours with another slice of cake.

I wish I liked fruit cake... Today I have eaten a cheese and ham toastie. And I felt like I was going to throw up as I made it/forced it down my neck. Sigh. I hate the phases I go through with food, this time last week I was stuffing everything in sight down my neck, now I can't be bothered to eat and nothing seems appealing anymore.

And this bloody essay doesn't make any sense and I can't write and I give up

Try taking a break and coming back to it in an hour or two, might make more sense then.

If I didn't like fruitcake I'd probably have starved myself to death by now. Sometimes it's the only thing I eat for days at a time.

I'm thinking watching Being Human, then just making a rough outline on it is a good plan A little bit of work is better than none, right?

How'd you manage that? You could probably wash the sugar out I expect.

I'm alright, generally feeling a bit spaced and rubbish from my new drugs, but things could be worse. The nausea didn't last at least.

I wish I liked fruit cake... Today I have eaten a cheese and ham toastie. And I felt like I was going to throw up as I made it/forced it down my neck. Sigh. I hate the phases I go through with food, this time last week I was stuffing everything in sight down my neck, now I can't be bothered to eat and nothing seems appealing anymore.

And this bloody essay doesn't make any sense and I can't write and I give up

Hiya Yeah I'm not too bad thanks, trying to keep a positive outlook on things. The first two weeks back at uni seemed really easy, not really any problems but now I'm sort of falling back into my old patterns. I think the lack of sleep makes things worse too but things aren't too bad. Need to sort out my confidence though, it seems to have hit rock bottom again . How are you?

hi,

i could better; i am reading a book about suicide which is strangely soothing (called "the virgin suicides"). i am going to try to read more books from not on because it allows me to escape the torrid reality that i live in! Now to dream about suicide goodnight folks

I knew I wasn't good enough.

Leeds have rejected me

I knew I wasn't good enough.

Leeds have rejected me