Depression Society MKIII

How long are you on it for? Counselling is hit and miss.

Your avatar disturbs me.

I'm a complete loser.

Tried another sports club just now, what a ******* mistake. Why do I even try to pretend to be normal, Pretty damn ******* dumb that I haven't managed to work out yet that people do not and will never like me or accept me.

What happened mate?

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Got stopped by an unmarked police car last night when I was going towards the train track, total luck but it made me lose my nerve and I came home. Ffs. I was half tempted to floor it.

They sound like utter pricks tbh. It's good actually at least you know no they are not worth associating yourself with.

There is always another venture and better people.

Had to get into groups of 6, I found one with 5 so asked to join, that all went fine, was talking etc trying to be nice, was going well. The team guys did a demonstration so I watched, then when I turned back my "team" had another player...making 7...weird but ok. When we were called up to play all 7 walked on and then the others are like **** there's 7 of us one has to get off (all looking at me), I kind of ignored it and meh we played with 7. After this the girl who had joined was standing in the group with her back to me kind of pushing me out and all 6 were talking happily, basically I was replaced, while standing there and they didn't even have the courtesy to tell me. I got the hint and came home.

Another failed venture.


Was going to pm you today actually, you alright? Got kind of worried. Not stopping wouldn't have been a great idea, night in the cells probably wouldn't have helped how you're feeling....train probably isn't the best way of doing it either sorry, really shouldn't say that

Meh **** them then, better you learn what they are like now than in the future. There are plenty of other things you can try where there shouldn't be such a congregation of clowns.

I fluctuate from okishness to **** thisness. And from what I have worked out, train is pretty much the most likely to succeed and also painless.

I wouldn't mind, amnesia would be the blessing of all blessings. I feel jealous of Jason Bourne. I read that too but most things like these takes years or never really happen.

Like the "invisibility cloak"

Back to you though, what have you tried? A short list. It could be down to many factors for instance being in the same area for your entire life or being exposed to the same type of people that shun you out. Your friend(s) are definitely out there, you're just unlucky in the sense of having looked in the wrong places.

Dunno if this is the right place to ask but I'm new to tsr. What should I expect from an assessment apptmnt by a community mental health team, questions etc. I'm a bit worried about the apptmnt. Thanks

is sleeping throughout the day normal for depressed people?stupid question I know but I can sleep for 19hrs and be awake for only a few hours at night...tried changing my sleep pattern and sleeping at a normal time in the evening and setting the alarm for a normal time in the morning but doesn't work...this combined with constant headaches is really starting to annoy me. Will tell my GP next wk but just wanted to know if anyone else experienced this and how to resolve it!

Yep. Pretty much... I have an awful sleeping pattern.

Don't be worried, it's pretty straight forward. They'll ask you about how you feel, are you sleeping, are you eating, what do you do during the day, any plans for suicide, any self harm etc etc. Takes ages and they ask loads of stuff but in the end it's still pretty simple to answer, and if you don't understand/don't want to answer something then just tell them.

Good luck.