During A-levels I was struggling with discipline and I got A*BB. Psych bio chem. I applied to Medicine and didn't get in . I took a gap year decidied to retake bio and chem. I thought as I had already gone thru the content once I will only need like a month or two revision - i was wrong. I have my last exam tmrw but they haven't gone well as a whole because I overestimated my ability and started too late. I just hope I don't get lower than last year. I got an interview for Medicine this year from King's and I was over the moon however I have been rejected/waitlisted. I have an offer for Neuroscience at King's but it's two As, which I highly doubt i'm gonna get. For the Medicine waitlist if I get an A in bio or chem i might be considered if a place becomes vacant but i don't even know anymore. I have an unconditional offer for Neuroscience at Qmary, and apparently they allow you to transder to Medicine in 2nd year if you are in the top 20 in the cohort. I have been working as a tutor part time during my gap year and i also had a surgery which took about 1.5 months to recover from (my interview was also during this time). I hate I wasn't more disciplined enough to manage my time better and do the work I needed to do and now i feel **** because of it. I have let everyone down esp my parents. I feel like im not as smart as everyone else.Does anyone have any advice?