I am so lonely

I am not doing well at uni, my father is cheating on my mum, I am in a relationship but my bf doesn't really love me, I have very few friends and I am sat here thinking what is the point?

The hope of being better. That's the point. Your life sucks, badly. Everything is draining you, making you better. That's why you need hope.

You need a dream for the future. Goals to reach, something you want to achieve. You have your motivation here. Your crappy life. If you see your crappy life as something you have to overcome, rather than something that's inevitable, life will be better.

Or you could just, go on for a few more years, take some pills to feel better. Lots of people do. Or hope something outside will change you.

have u talked to your close mates about this?

My post was deleted? Seriously?

I was trying to make her laugh. You know, cheer her up.

Way to be a buzzkill, TSR Mods.

I can't see into the future, all I can feel is pain inside at my current situation. Of course I have dreams and ambitions, I want to travel, to meet new people, to find true love, to start a family, to live life to the full. But I am saturated with pain and anger at things that are going on which all feel out of my control. I have exams which I cannot concentrate on because of everything else which is going on.

Sorry, but it didn't, I feel far too low atm. Thanks for trying though.

Only my boyfriend. He tries to help but he is not a good listener and is consumed with his own problems. I don't have many friends because I have had to retake at uni and they have all graduated now.

Whats happening with your parents are outside of your control, there is really nothing you can do. In terms of your studies you really need to look into the future and understand that this will ultimately help you in the long run; with your boyfriend I really say just leave him, knowing that he doesnt love you is just draining more of the little self confidence that you have, you have to break the cycle; you DESERVE to be happy, you dont have to end up like your parents. Gaining self confidence is crucial to you gaining friends, that will really only come naturally once you've grounded yourself, I know you dont want to hear this but right now in your life you need to sort yourself out and then friends will naturally gravitate towards you.
GOOD LUCK, it will all turn out fine if you have faith that it will

Thank you. I hate what my dad has done, my mum doesn't know and I feel stuck in the middle. I am relieved you have said it is outside my control, that's how it feels. As for my bf, I cling on to him because he is all I have but as you say I have been feeling more and more unconfident as a result. Your message really touched me, thanks a lot.

I know where you might be able to find some people.

Slam down the laptop screen.

Look out window.

Just beyond that tree, nearly 7 billion people await you.

Feel free to message me anytime you need to talk, I can be a good friend