i'm so full i cnt remem re wohat happend rto im to ****ing drunk but imr not eating tmzor thea ry arter i reel rufkd i think i want tto go hopsital bz noting is rogkint but i feel stupid cz imnot actualluy ill i think, i want to kill mhsefl though and i might try ntow whil ei im drunk this cx i know i wont rmemember n thing of this and im gna starve and cutua nd kill