I think I'm on the right path, I'm eating 3 healthy meals a day including all the things I need to and having a dessert as a treat after dinner. I'm trying to keep myself active by going to the gym but not being obsessive and so far it's working.
I am struggling with the depression side of it, I feel really down a lot of the time and a part of me wants to 'give up' but I am STRONGER than that, I won't give up because it won't make me any less depressed. This is the first time in a while I've felt like a normal, healthy person and I don't see how going back to the way I was would solve anything.
I've been going out a lot less and that to is helping me to feel better, no alcohol binges then starve days, no guilt from calories from drinking. Instead I'll go out once or twice a week as a treat, dancing will work off any alcohol and I can just ENJOY spending time with my friends and ENJOY being at university!!
Just want to thank the people on this thread, I've learnt a lot from your stories and inspirational messages. The way that you didn't give up and showed me that I shouldn't either. You can't succeed unless you try, and maybe you'll get knocked down but you'll get up stronger and wiser and eventually you'll do it right, and it'll feel so bloody good!