Also, my psychiatrist remembered that he's supposed to be kicking me out of the EIS, so next month is last appointment He threatened to just leave me with my GP again but I was like, "hell no!" so hopefully will get a new psychiatrist (forget the name but sounded potentially like a lady doc ) with the CMHT
I'm not strong in the slightest. I keep giving in and when I feel as though things can't get worse they do. Yesterday someone was talking to me and telling me I shouldn't be here. I keep desperately crying in bed, curled up in a ball biting my fingers away to stop myself doing anything worse. I need to get a grip but I'm just not good enough
Tell the voices to eff off coz TLG says they're wrong. And TLG has an Oxford degree, therefore TLG must be right
Struggling, exam soon and everything is awful. I just can't What do I do, I seriously have no idea. Does anyone know what to do Posted from TSR Mobile
Do you know who is supposed to be in charge of exams for your department? Maybe take it up with them? Or go to your personal tutor/academic tutor and let them sort it all out
I'm allowed out for a day!!!!!! best news I have ever heard since being here!! After being cooped up for a few weeks in one dingy room I cannot wait to be outside for a day!!! I literally had to beg my doc this morning and he'd said he'd discuss with senior management and they agreed seriously though I can't wait!!!
That's fantastic news great job keep it up. What do you plan to do when go out for a day?
I know right! I can't wait I actually have no idea tbh! I'm hoping its a nice day on Thursday (when I get to go out) so I can just chill! Here's hoping it won't rain!
I feel that my exam went all right and so I was content when I finished. Now I just got to do coursework(s) that's due in tomorrow and see the dentist of Friday and stress week should be over Full steam ahead!!
Thanks hun so happy that I get a day out! I know it's not much but seriously it's the best news for me haha.
That's really good news! Well done, make the most of the evening :-) xxx
Thank- you I'm actually over the moon about it! I know it probably sounds so small but honestly I'm over the moon haha. It'll probs be Thursday I get to go out for the whole day they still need to sort out some paperwork but they've agreed to it so I cannae wait I need to keep eating tonight and tomorrow otherwise they may not let me :/ and that's one of the conditions aswell that I need to eat
Oh and thank you for all those who repped me btw thanks guys! I dunno who youse are otherwise I would rep back
Also, my psychiatrist remembered that he's supposed to be kicking me out of the EIS, so next month is last appointment He threatened to just leave me with my GP again but I was like, "hell no!" so hopefully will get a new psychiatrist (forget the name but sounded potentially like a lady doc ) with the CMHT
Tell the voices to eff off coz TLG says they're wrong. And TLG has an Oxford degree, therefore TLG must be right
Do you know who is supposed to be in charge of exams for your department? Maybe take it up with them? Or go to your personal tutor/academic tutor and let them sort it all out
Also, my psychiatrist remembered that he's supposed to be kicking me out of the EIS, so next month is last appointment He threatened to just leave me with my GP again but I was like, "hell no!" so hopefully will get a new psychiatrist (forget the name but sounded potentially like a lady doc ) with the CMHT
Tell the voices to eff off coz TLG says they're wrong. And TLG has an Oxford degree, therefore TLG must be right
It's probably a blessing that you may well be getting a new psychiatrist, I seriously hope that this one is much much much much better Yes! You are definitely always right Wish I could tell them to **** off! Thanks lovely
People are only meant to be in the EIS for 3 years maximum before getting sent elsewhere for help, so my time is almost up (I started there properly in July 2010, after a one-off January 2010 appointment)
It's probably a blessing that you may well be getting a new psychiatrist, I seriously hope that this one is much much much much better Yes! You are definitely always right Wish I could tell them to **** off! Thanks lovely
Thanks lovely Yeah, this one apparently specialises/is interested in mood disorders, so maybe she'll take me more seriously and be more attentive
That said, I do feel like I should give this psychiatrist a present. He's written lots of doctors' notes for me at no charge But what on earth do you buy for a male psychiatrist?
My bf will be home in 10 minutes. I've done nothing all day and he left for work on an argument. I'm not looking forward to seeing him. Think I will pretend to be asleep.
Hope you managed to sleep in the end and you're feeling a bit better this morning.
got to sleep about 4, and woke up too late for placement, then checked my emails and apparently i had a meeting yesterday that i didnt go to cos i didnt know about it trying to just function today which seems strangely hard, iv never been this bad before
I'm allowed out for a day!!!!!! best news I have ever heard since being here!! After being cooped up for a few weeks in one dingy room I cannot wait to be outside for a day!!! I literally had to beg my doc this morning and he'd said he'd discuss with senior management and they agreed seriously though I can't wait!!! ]
Thanks so much everyone. I haven't been able to reply for a couple of hours cos I kept reading through all your responses and breaking down crying, not because I'm not grateful but because I can't believe how supportive everyone is here. I find it very difficult to believe on days like this, like, how can I possibly be coping? I just don't see it. My MHA told me that it might be a good idea to see my GP after this morning's break down/anxiety attack when I posted all that stuff before. I can't physically bring myself to see a GP. I don't think I can trust them any more. Not after all this, not after they didn't realise about my pregnancy... they never seem to be any help. I would change surgeries but they are literally round the corner from my house.
Didn't manage to go into Uni today. Just emailed my MHA for a while and then sent a quick email to my tutor. Luckily my MHA said she would explain everything to the tutor for me so that I didn't have to deal with it. Then I spent the morning crying in bed and just got up to have some lunch. I forgot to feed my cat as well until really late. But he's asleep next to me now with his head on my lap and that makes it better somehow.
I can't believe how difficult this morning has been. Quite possibly the worst one I have ever had, and I didn't think that it could possibly get any worse than yesterday.
Aww, bless you. If you think it would be beneficial for you to change surgeries, I think you should do so, regardless of convenience. You need a doctor you can trust, at the end of the day. I moved about 4 miles away from my GP's surgery a few months ago, and for me, it's been totally worth it to stay there, as they're my main source of support.
Anything different happen in your day, like drinking/taking other meds too? I agree that it wouldn't be good if this was a longer-term problem, but try not to worry if it's only happened the once.
Nope, nothing. Only difference was I waited up to see what the drugs would do rather than go to sleep right after taking them. I hate anything having this much of an effect on me.
Also, my psychiatrist remembered that he's supposed to be kicking me out of the EIS, so next month is last appointment He threatened to just leave me with my GP again but I was like, "hell no!" so hopefully will get a new psychiatrist (forget the name but sounded potentially like a lady doc ) with the CMHT
When they discharged me it was to my GP - took me 8 months to get rereferred to a psychiatrist, was completely ridiculous. So well done for speaking up, hope your new doctor's nice. What's the new drug?
I hate these new tablets for migraines they're making me exhausted I can't deal with constant exhaustion again I've only been feeling "non exhausted" for the last few months. It's affecting my depression. I can't do this mid exams. I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this. The only thing I can do is hope the side effects wear off before my 2 important exams in June..... Can't come off the tablets or I'll just be having 3 migraines a week again. Lose lose situation. I can't cope with thisssssss.