I told my wife some of what's bothering me and as expected she shouted at me. Now she won't leave me home alone, I'm currently sitting in her office while she's at a class, the voices are shouting at me to run away but I know that will make her really angry and where would I go anyway? I can't even take my medication without her watching me to make sure I don't do anything. I feel really angry and upset, she never takes anything I say seriously - last night I was lying in bed and over heard the neighbors plotting against me, but of course I "hallucinated" it according to her, she never realizes the danger and one day soon she's going to really regret it when they act against us. I'm sorry to rant here, I have no one to talk to about anything, even if no one reads this it makes it easier to think about stuff when I type it.