Mental Health Support Society Mk XIV

Morning all! Hope everyone has a nice day despite the miserable weather (or maybe that's just here )

thanks, I hope you have a good day too it's cold, overcast and possibly raining a little here so yeah not exactly lovely weather no!

Exactly the same weather as here then I need to get up and get ready to go out but I'm so tired and cold that I don't want too

yeah, guessing it's Autumnal weather nationwide at the moment! ah okay, good luck, maybe put extra layers on to keep warm?

8 hour shift at work and I'm already knackered, then afterwards I have to find where I have to go to vote :/

Yeah that's true about needing somewhere to go - this summer all I ever drove to was sainsbury's really just to get food or whatever, or even if I didn't need anything! Was sorta boring too by the end of it
Well organisation is handy

Don't apologise! Today's also been rubbish tbh but oh well. Haha that's so cute him thinking you're going forever I know my cousin said I looked like a homeless person when I saw him at the end of first year (tbf I'd been quite economical shall we say with haircuts, and might have left my shaver at home )
oo hope you have fun!!

8 hour shift at work and I'm already knackered, then afterwards I have to find where I have to go to vote :/


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Its not even 12 and my days been crap wahhhh


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Why is that I look at what I have got to do today and it feels so overwhelming?


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Npne of my safe people ate replyibg :'(

It's been a while since I last laughed or smiled, I can't remember what it feels like. Everyday seems to be getting longer and longer and longer. Living on my own having nobody to speak to, nobody to confide in, nobody to help reassure me things will get better is painful, a type of pain that cannot be described.

I don't remember what it's like to have a good nights rest, I go to bed and I lie there tossing and turning for hours, this is repeated day after day. When I finally do sleep due to extreme levels of tiredness (after 3/4 nights of no sleep), I have nightmares of being alone.

It makes me wonder how homeless people, lonely people have the will power to carry on living. It makes me understand why people with depression resort to suicide, how difficult must ones life be so that the concept of living is so much harder than killing themselves.

I step outside and look up at the world. The sky feels like it's falling down on me, walls feel like they are caving in. Whilst I stand here helpless nowhere to go.

This is how my depression feels. I'm a student starting my second year, I live alone which makes things so much more difficult, friends/people I knew that I was once close to have become distant as they live in houses with their friends.

I cry daily, as I don't know what to do? I just want someone to stand by me and tell me its okay and help me seek help but that just seems like a fantasy.

I feel I need help but every time I make a doctors appointment I chicken out just before and either cancel it or just don't bother attending. Every sleepless night I make the promise that I will see a doctor the next day and every morning I break it.

I've been feeling like this for months, attempting to convince myself it's a phase that will pass but it doesn't, and I fear it never will.

Actually the welcome week stuff was something I needed to figure out after my initial problem. Could I Pm you it at some stage today?

I hope you're okay

Sure, am at work but will answer when possible xxx

i feel so low. so ****ty and low.

So sorry I've been such a rubbish friend hun Hope you got some sleep and are safe. At work ( ) so text to get my attention.



Could you arrange for a friend to come with you to the doctor's? That kinda tactic works for me coz I don't like letting friends down by backing out of meeting



Sure, am at work but will answer when possible xxx