Well family are now looking at moving house an hour away instead of 2 hours as they say they don't like seeing me like this, but still doesn't really help
Most of the places being 20 or 30 mins away from current GP by train or car, some an hour by train due to changes.
But I still can't see my GPs letting me stay registered, may only be 20 or 30 mins train journey which I wouldn't mind but address would still an hour away
Worrying about it all has meant since Friday I've not slept properly, an hour tops some nights none. Not ate properly as don't feel hungry. Crying until all hours. Screaming. Lashing out at objects in frustration
Never used to be this bad, worse now than before I was signed off sick for 2 months. I know its silly that I am getting myself worked up over thought of having to change GP, but thats depression in some people don't deal with change easily. Plus social anxiety doesn't help
Family said I should make an appointment with my GP, but don't see how that will help. Increasing medication dosage won't change the underlying problem