What a day.
Went to bed feeling deeply depressed and refusing my antipsychotic/mood stabiliser, woke up manic, had a visit from the acute MH team and compromised on half my meds, meds brought me down, and now I just feel exhausted.
And my diagnosis has changed from depression with psychosis to schizoaffective disorder (with bipolar / mixed type)
Feel like i've been hit by a truck but kinda feel like I could do anything, if that even makes sense. My brain is so bombarded with artificial stuff it doesn't know whether it's coming or going.