um, hi?
kinda of in a really really bad place right now, feeling really low, been kinda down for a while but not this bad as such, and tonight I just think it's hit home that I really don't know how I feel or what I want to do in life, I have options I guess but none of them seem that great really.
is it always better to not be alone? part of me wonders if I need to just get away from everything in my life for a while, really let go of all the stuff that holds me back and just try and find myself somehow, idk, doubt this even makes sense.
just needed to write...something I guess.