I hope you don't mind me asking this: do you suffer from OCD? It sounds like whatever's going on is very debilitating for/to you. Can you not leave the house because of your conditions or is it because you are afraid to leave the house?
Of course I don't mind you asking Yep definitely OCD which presents itself with the health anxiety and hygiene stuff. Depression as well .
I'm a mess basically it's all a culmination of me just plodding on and not dealing with anything.
Both my problems and scared to go out/too much out there that has meant I'm in this position now.
That's not how the world works and I think you do know that deep down. You didn't deserve what happened to you. What happened to you has happened to others in MHSS - you wouldn't say that they deserved it, now, would you? So why say something of yourself that you wouldn't say of others?
Telling your friend to get hold of her CPN is the best advice you could have given her. It's not your responsibility. You are NOT useless
I guess, I know you're right. I'm just really struggling.
i dont know if its a good thing thouh - becuase i know im behind but at the same time im sturggling to actaully o the work. i cant exactaully work in my science lessons half the time becuase the teacher doesnt actaully teach! there are talks of me having to do work ethier on a table at the front on my own (which wont work becuase of the questions and the throwing things) or doing it in another room (which wont help becuase i actaully want lessons - even a actaul teacher in the subject incase i have a couple questions would be useful)
i just do my work at home. it sucks, but it has to be done. i just want a ****ing C and i dont see why it has to be so hard for me to gain it.
I'm moving soon and will thus no longer be seeing my CPN. I've worked with her for 2 years and she's been amazing. Would it be appropriate to get her some flowers to say thanks? If so do I bring them at our last session or should I get them delivered to the office?
Thanks guys
I'd bring them - and be sure and write a card too that she can keep as well.
I guess, I know you're right. I'm just really struggling.
Thank you.
Remember I'm only ever a PM away! Sometimes I might take a while to reply due to not being online/being busy with family/doing uni stuff. But I always will reply at some point
I'm doing okay. Very aware that I'm living within my safe little bubble, but I'm alright with that, if that's the way it has to be at the moment. I still have horrendous days but it's not one permanent nightmare any more. Dont know how long it will last.
Much love to you all (and some of you should have post... ). I'm always around if people need.
I'm doing okay. Very aware that I'm living within my safe little bubble, but I'm alright with that, if that's the way it has to be at the moment. I still have horrendous days but it's not one permanent nightmare any more. Dont know how long it will last.
Much love to you all (and some of you should have post... ). I'm always around if people need.
*blows bubbles at the bubble to make it bigger, happier and stronger*
Remember I'm only ever a PM away! Sometimes I might take a while to reply due to not being online/being busy with family/doing uni stuff. But I always will reply at some point
thank you you're too nice to me. you can always pm me too, but im pretty useless :/
Really not feeling good, like I'm not real or here. I'm staring and can't focus, something feels really wrong, I've never felt like this before
Does it feel like dissociation? This might sound like a ridiculous idea, but if you have any crisps (cheese and onion or salt and vinegar work best for me ) try eating them. The crunchiness/sharpness of them kind of helps bring me back to reality sometimes.