Hi guys,
Five months ago I ran away from home and told the police I would like to go hospital. This turned out to be a mental hospital and I freaked out ans made some bad moves... this meant that as well as being sectioned.... I was restrained and injected with unknown substances. I was not taken seriously in hospital and the staff were very rude and unprofessional... I feel like I should not have been there and it was a huge mistake.
I was in hospital for nearly 2 months. I was taken back in once by police as I tried to get off my medication. I did have strange thoughts about what was going on, but this was made worse by hospital and being forced medication.
Now I can't get past my experiences and I am still on antipsychotics! It's ruined my confidence and I have no idea how to come to terms with the past. I feel I was wrongly treated and inhumanely constrained both physically and chemically. I am back at work now, but this still plagues my mind.... how do I just "move on" or quite feeling sorry for myself.
I know I need to focus on other things, but it is difficult.
Thanks in advance.