Hello, I've got myself into a bit of a mess with my MSc and thought I'd try and canvas for opinion about whether to pack the whole thing in and accept a PgDip. Sorry for the length of the post, fully understand if nobody wants to read it!
I started my part-time distance learning MSc a couple of years ago but had to take a year off due to both of my parents dying in quick succession. Before I took the time off, the university refused to grant me mitigating circumstances for one of my modules despite my father being terminally ill in hospital (I appealed that decision and it failed) so that module was capped at 50.
I then resumed my studies last year and almost immediately got made redundant from my job of 9 years, which rattled me a fair bit. I decided to not immediately go back into work and continue with the MSc while sorting my head out, with the intention of the MSc being the explanation for the year's gap in my CV. Unfortunately, this year has been a bit of a nightmare in terms of my mental health and a brief period of semi-alcoholism, so I've not really achieved what I'd hoped with my studies. Every module essay has been a last-minute stressful job and I've ended up with 74/50/66/68/73/66 across the six modules.
I'm told this means I need at least 78 in my research dissertation to get a Distinction and at least 60 to get a Merit. I've got to hand it in on the 10th of this month after getting an extension and I've only written 6,500 words out of a total of 15,000 (+/- 10%). So far I've only done the literature review; I did some of the actual research back in April/May but then pretty much gave up, and spent the subsequent months struggling to find the motivation to actually do it, while also panicking about the fact that I wasn't doing it, and getting pissed quite a lot.
I have a feeling the dissertation is going to be terrible. What I've written is a good starting point for a lit review but needs about a month's tweaking. I'm going to have to cram the research itself into the next few days while simultaneously writing it all up, and it's examining the socio-technical aspects of three massively complex disaster case studies so that's going to be a complete nightmare. I'm pulling my hair out today trying to find sources to back up my choice of research methodology, and I know this is just the tip of the iceberg of **** heading my way over the next few days. The whole experience of my MSc has been one of being miserable, panicked, and wishing I wasn't doing it.
I don't plan to ever do a PhD, but part of the intent behind doing the MSc, aside from personal interest in the subject, was to open potential routes into other fields other than my own. I also think I'd probably struggle to explain what I've been doing for the last year if I just sack off the dissertation and start applying for jobs in my field again.
I realise this is a bit rambling but I was just wondering if anyone had any thoughts about whether it'd be sensible to pack it in? Is a PgDip looked poorly upon by employers? And if so, is it moreso than a MSc Pass? Has anyone else found themselves in a similar position and pulled through?