Heyyyy
Im new here i thought id introduce myself.
Ok so im very complicated person, so here goes...
My names Eddie, im 20, im ftm, which means biologically im a girl but i feel like i should be a boy. Im only out to my bestfriend, who i love so much she saved my life. Anyway i dress like a guy, i always have done, but i still have long hair like a girl, i actually kind of like it long anyway, but i have really homophobic parents so i arent coming out to them any time soon...
Yeah and i have depression
i self harm and i think about suicide a lot... but my antidepressants are starting to work now so thats cool
I also may have schizoid personality disorder
I havent told my doctor about my gender issues yet, im kind of scared he'll judge me. I dont really know what to do
Im going back to uni soon, in september, i dont really like the course but i have nothing else to do, i left in november cos of depression, so im staring my 2nd year again.
Yeah so thats me